~this is me~

my colourful tees mate

2008-02-04T16:40:00.000+08:00

Well its kinda late to post dis but dis is a must to share. One month ago we had this unplanned nice, warm, cosy and funny sunday get together at tooty's & wave's crib. me, joe, tooty,wave pao, yanie & ewok. Rite after koko's engagement and Congrats to her! and i still remember she told me that she doesnt like to wear diamond ring.. and oopss! u have one now. sure u like it honey! :)

ok so, It all started with yanie who wanted a big shirt to make herself feel comfortable. so tooty decided to give her wave's tshirt. then came me n pao2 who oso decided to get a big tee for ourselves. And suddenly stoopid ideas strike at tooty's head. Wave bought this tees from topshop with different types of colours but same design. And tooty made each and everyone of us to wear it. hahah. Its cute though. just like models! model "this fashion" kesian.. And so the picture taken with different type of poses! hahah. but managed to get one pic aje. phew!

nice one my darlin frens!!

new born babies......

2007-11-30T16:31:00.000+08:00

i went to nurrul's house yesterday.... see her newborn princess. Nur Fitri Zulaika(not sure about the spelling) anyway, she soooo cute and so the cina.... was born on Sunday night 25/11/2007.. Ok so the mummy was healthy n oopss besar nye... haha... she so the mother2... seeing her after so long was a great thing. missed her lots. from the first few months of her pregnancy till the very last month never get the chance to see her. but glad both in good n beautiful condition now.

it was like "i cant believed u had a baby now..." the person who is so bubbly, loud, playful and cheerful last time is a mother already... time flies so fast. hmmm... happy to c you gerl. u grow up so fast...... anyway, my congrats goes to kak rossa and lisa (net's fren) too who gave birth to a baby boy. yay!! liz, ogy n my sis..... hahaha next gonna be ur turn.... push.......push............push!! now everybody's knocked up n giving birth. i want oso leh... but scary sia....

listen & learn

2007-11-20T13:24:00.000+08:00

ok so yesterday was a bit suckier for me. heard something from someone that im kinda being a bitch. Not really wat he meant but something wat i felt like. life is so unpredictable. like the unfairness in a human blood. being the person whose intention was to help but in the end was being pushed around. i coudnt believed wat i heard from this someone at first. i felt like an arrow shot rite in my heart. ouch! but i manage to stand back and relax a lil bit. he consoled me and did explained why he need to say all dis. but i thanked him for telling me straight to my face. which will make me wise and think twice before letting my words out of my mouth. anyway its forgive n forget! we are still as good as ever, buddy!

carrot cake goreng....

2007-10-10T16:13:00.000+08:00

ok its kinda late to post this but must tell... the carrot cake we had at fork & spoon in toa payoh area is darn nice!!! superb! so its like my second time there. so me n ee bought it like for $4.00 n its alot...! thanks to the cook for being sooo nice to the hungry ppl like us.. yummy yummy.

hmmm.... nice one

2007-09-27T16:37:00.000+08:00

Though im tired yet managed to stay there like till 1am. thanks pao! say wanna go home after "rahsia perkahwinan" like at 1030pm but stuck till 1am. Tot a few of my gerls were there, but actually only me n ms gee! and wait! sheila oso there to promote her kuih! slurp.. But well, overall, its nice and warm get together session we had yesterday. Had fun talking, eating the mee soto... and oopsss...! rahsia terbongakar beb.. haha. thanks to sheila! Though is a small group of us we still rock each other! hahaha.

tooty's & wave's crib

2007-09-26T13:38:00.000+08:00

ok so we gerls gonna break fast at tooty's & wave's white crib today... yep.. its been a while since i last saw them (the husband & wife)... that was like on their wedding reception.. thats blardy long beb! anyway, im gonna have the ikan bilis goreng from tooty! (double slurp) its been a while too...... hmph!

im tired..................

2007-09-19T17:26:00.000+08:00

hmm.... kinda sleepy now. half an hour more to go. feel like 2 hrs for me. i cant take it. looking at the computer everyday not only ruin my eyes. infact the whole body of mine! sometimes i just feel like throwing down this computer at the highest level of my office building. gebussssh... it smash and break into pieces... yeah!! or can i just kick the screen???? aarggh!

unfinished matters!

2007-08-30T15:27:00.000+08:00

here we go again.... with no solutions to the matter, u alive again as a person in my life. After saying so much things that hurts me, blaming me for doing nothing u came back n talk to me abt other things n act nice! like wth? are u pretending or wat? wat are u trying to do actually? one day you can get angry over some unrelevant matters, u ignored me for couple of days, then the next day u came up and be nice to me.... this sucks! big time... i mean thanks for the great effort u made to end the arguments but is this the way of urs? im not interested. stop playing arnd the bush. im sick n tired of all this bullshits! and guess wat. when u came up to me last nite n being nice n all, i left with not choice, i pretend to be nice back to you. but the real fact, im not over this yet. Because of you being childish, i have to act like dis!

:.the undescribable feelings.:

2007-08-29T14:18:00.000+08:00

i deliberated with the real meaning of love. certain things that freak me most is when things get in a wrong way. arguments, fights, screaming, shoutings....argh! that is went life get suckier.

wat is it like to live for the rest of my life with misery? the past was my scar, the future awaits and i am afraid. has the time arrived for me to sit and think the best for myself? i cant decide. the feeling of insecured, unproctected was empty. happiness was gone long ago. sacrifices was unappreciated. left alone to deal with everything. was blame for doing nothing. the difficult situation of mine! ITS UNDESCRIBABLE ~meow~

lets welcome the first timer....

2007-08-29T11:17:00.001+08:00

never done blog.. im trying! coz i think its interesting and cool. haha! well big applause for the new comer! hurray.... woohooo....

more things to come baby! this is just the begining....... rock on!

~imperfection of life~

2007-08-29T11:13:00.000+08:00

Days past n here im thinking of the life im bringing. the future im holding. the past ive been through. its hard but its just life. was wondering, will i be able to carry the load of life. but as it goes life have to go on. . the life of "imperfection".