:: I AM ::
…am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl and a grown woman, I am confident & scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring. And thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hard working and determined. But a little scared on the inside. I wish on the stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I’m dying in the inside. I listen to others who wont listen to me. I walk on the eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion but not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing at once. And all I want is for you to LOVE ME!
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Monday, February 4, 2008
Well its kinda late to post dis but dis is a must to share. One month ago we had this unplanned nice, warm, cosy and funny sunday get together at tooty's & wave's crib. me, joe, tooty,wave pao, yanie & ewok. Rite after koko's engagement and Congrats to her! and i still remember she told me that she doesnt like to wear diamond ring.. and oopss! u have one now. sure u like it honey! :)
ok so, It all started with yanie who wanted a big shirt to make herself feel comfortable. so tooty decided to give her wave's tshirt. then came me n pao2 who oso decided to get a big tee for ourselves. And suddenly stoopid ideas strike at tooty's head. Wave bought this tees from topshop with different types of colours but same design. And tooty made each and everyone of us to wear it. hahah. Its cute though. just like models! model "this fashion" kesian.. And so the picture taken with different type of poses! hahah. but managed to get one pic aje. phew!
nice one my darlin frens!!
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4:40 PM
Friday, November 30, 2007
i went to nurrul's house yesterday.... see her newborn princess. Nur Fitri Zulaika(not sure about the spelling) anyway, she soooo cute and so the cina.... was born on Sunday night 25/11/2007.. Ok so the mummy was healthy n oopss besar nye... haha... she so the mother2... seeing her after so long was a great thing. missed her lots. from the first few months of her pregnancy till the very last month never get the chance to see her. but glad both in good n beautiful condition now.it was like "i cant believed u had a baby now..." the person who is so bubbly, loud, playful and cheerful last time is a mother already... time flies so fast. hmmm... happy to c you gerl. u grow up so fast...... anyway, my congrats goes to kak rossa and lisa (net's fren) too who gave birth to a baby boy. yay!! liz, ogy n my sis..... hahaha next gonna be ur turn.... push.......push............push!! now everybody's knocked up n giving birth. i want oso leh... but scary sia....
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4:31 PM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
ok so yesterday was a bit suckier for me. heard something from someone that im kinda being a bitch. Not really wat he meant but something wat i felt like. life is so unpredictable. like the unfairness in a human blood. being the person whose intention was to help but in the end was being pushed around. i coudnt believed wat i heard from this someone at first. i felt like an arrow shot rite in my heart. ouch! but i manage to stand back and relax a lil bit. he consoled me and did explained why he need to say all dis. but i thanked him for telling me straight to my face. which will make me wise and think twice before letting my words out of my mouth. anyway its forgive n forget! we are still as good as ever, buddy!
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1:24 PM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
ok its kinda late to post this but must tell... the carrot cake we had at fork & spoon in toa payoh area is darn nice!!! superb! so its like my second time there. so me n ee bought it like for $4.00 n its alot...! thanks to the cook for being sooo nice to the hungry ppl like us.. yummy yummy.
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4:13 PM
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Though im tired yet managed to stay there like till 1am. thanks pao! say wanna go home after "rahsia perkahwinan" like at 1030pm but stuck till 1am. Tot a few of my gerls were there, but actually only me n ms gee! and wait! sheila oso there to promote her kuih! slurp.. But well, overall, its nice and warm get together session we had yesterday. Had fun tal
king, eating the mee soto... and oopsss...! rahsia terbongakar beb.. haha. thanks to sheila! Though is a small group of us we still rock each other! hahaha.
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4:37 PM
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
ok so we gerls gonna break fast at tooty's & wave's white crib today... yep.. its been a while since i last saw them (the husband & wife)... that was like on their wedding reception.. thats blardy long beb! anyway, im gonna have the ikan bilis goreng from tooty! (double slurp) its been a while too...... hmph!
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1:38 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
hmm.... kinda sleepy now. half an hour more to go. feel like 2 hrs for me. i cant take it. looking at the computer everyday not only ruin my eyes. infact the whole body of mine! sometimes i just feel like throwing down this computer at the highest level of my office building. gebussssh... it smash and break into pieces... yeah!! or can i just kick the screen???? aarggh!
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5:26 PM